The Secret Chap.1Chapter 1 "it was ment to be"
Ruik = Jake Manson (my friend)
Skylar = Daniel Casey (my friends bf)
Hi im Ruik. Im 15 and curentally living with my dad.My dad is not the best dad but i deal with it. Im in love with this dude Skylar... So sweet and kind. He's my muffin. We have bein together for about 5 months <3 .... So here is my story of life, love , hurt , and lost.
Today was a slow day. Nothing really exciting just snow. I really dislike snow.It's too cold and white i mean blah.
Skylar visited today I was so happy!!! He look down though so we talked for abit. Turns out he's moving in the summer time That really sucks cause i wont be able to see him anymore.
I HATE MY FATHER!!!! He is such a drunk abusive asshole! Sometimes ..... never mind that's important.
I took a walk to calm down and try to stop the bruseing on my arm. I wish my dad would just smarting up and stop this no-sence. I jus can't take the pain from him anymore!. I wan
harley quinn theme songwith a smile on her face,
you don't know whats going to happen next,
dark and mysterious,
shes got your back,
if i was you i would run,
but beware you cannot hide,
crimsom bloodRain, rain, go away,
Because of you the pain will stay.
Slit my throat, cut out my heart,
Leave me here, tear it apart.
Poison tears stream down my face,
My heart beats at a steady pace
As I try to stand again;
Alone and standing in the rain.
I don't need you anymore
Is what I think while tears pour.
I hate you like I hate my life;
But love is what cuts like a knife.
Love is death and death is you;
Its pain stains like a black tattoo.
Those memories come back again
And bind me in the ropes of pain.
Crimson blood streams down my head
Like a long, silk ribbon, tied by a thread,
To a platinum bullet, a hole in my skull
...Now just a memory that's faded and dull.
feels so rightA cutters prayer?
you know what to do
Skin so smooth with cuts so deep.
i watch the blood as it starts to seep.
it hurts so good with every incision.
just blame it on me it was my decision.
the world wont miss me for very long.
i tried my best so hard to belong.
but with my death mabey someone will see.
that there are others just like me.
try your best to save thier life.
because they might be next to pick up the knife.
this is my prayer for every cutter
if your gonna end your life try to save another
im feelingThis feeling's like a drug
In which I can't escape
It feeds my very senses
It seals my very fate
No matter what I do to stop it
It always comes back for more
Till I'm done and exhausted
Trying to pick myself up off the floor
I hate it that I like it
I just want it to go away
But here I am picking up where I left off
Like an obedient little slave
So tiny little razor
Write upon my skin
Not only because I like it
But because you take away the pain I'm in